Where do i start?

Well......

Banjo's battle wounds are healing nicely, you can't see them(unless you look really(really) closely). His winter is getting pretty thick and fuzzy!!

My poor boy has been kidded out of his paddock, and now has to find a new tree to sleep under in the back paddock. Now i can't watch him when i walk to the bus in the morning!

He's sort of started going back to his old self, sort of. He's started to come up to me now, he use to just stand there and look at me. BUT the bad part is he is fearful of so much stuff. Just a few examples the mitt thingy i use to put his fly repellent stuff on with and grooming brushes(Can't wait for worming!). Ohh and the gate. There's this thing he has going with the gate way. He'll walk through the gate and then stop. He won't budge! He'll go in circles, both ways, and back into the yard, but no further. Then Dad comes and he behaves perfectly.

I know Banjo needs to learn some manners, and i want to help him. Help him doesn't really seem to fit. Lol. I just don't seem to be motivated enough! I think what's the point of doing anything with him if i'm never going to ride him. That and the fact that as soon as we start to get somewhere something happens and we get knocked 2 steps. I hate not doing anything with him, but i don't find it fun being with him. I know it wasn't going to be easy and straight forward, but i seriously never seem to get anywhere!

I'll start advertising him again soon, once the wounds have gone completely. And hopefully by then i'll have been motivated to work with him.

Goodnight,
Lily.