Frustrated

I went to play with Banjo this afternoon, i only worked on the usual stuff, nothing new. Then i got a bit bored, so i tried to no contact yield him backwards(i've tried forwards, but failed miserably), and this time was no different. I got pretty frustrated,(sorry boy!).

Also someone is still interested in Banjo, i don't want to reply to her, because at the moment i don't think i'm in the right head space, because i want to tell her to come out and have a look at him. But deep down i don't want too.

Lily.